Friday, May 28, 2010


I am sure any of my female friends, will find this absolutely entertaining.

I want a man who's kind and understanding. Is that too much to ask of a millionaire? ~Zsa Zsa Gabor
Women are never disarmed by compliments; men always are. ~Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband, 1899

If men can run the world, why can't they stop wearing neckties? How intelligent is it to start the day by tying a little noose around your neck? ~Linda Ellerbee
There are much easier things in life than finding a good man. Nailing Jell-O to a tree, for instance. ~Author Unknown
If the world were a logical place, men would ride side saddle. ~Rita Mae Bro

I got all these from this website......enjoy!

Now to today's blog....I once heard a quote Twain I believe (but i couldn't find it on google) So i repeat it the best that I can "I can show any man in the world how to get what he wants, you show me a man who knows what he wants...." This is how I feel.....recently I complain a lot because I don't feel like my life has turned out to be what I want......But let me make a VERY important point. I HAVE gotten everything I KNEW I wanted. For example:

I wanted to go to England....I went

I wanted to graduate college....I did!

I wanted a full ride was, and my car, and gas, and rent, and books and England!
I wanted to move out before I married.....I like out of my parents home now

I wanted to buy my own car......500 VWJ!

I wanted to graduate High School with Honors......for anyone who knows me.....
Do I need to go on?

The problem is, sometimes all we know is what we DON'T want! but this isn't good enough! There could be millions of things we don't want. we HAVE to know exactly WHAT we want.

Today I feel more hopeful than I have in a long time. I really believe if I can decide what it is that I want, I will get it! Haven't I already proved this to myself? How did I forget that? Are you ready to decide what it is that makes you happy?

Here is the goal for the summer......To develop exactly what it is I want. I don't think it needs to be detailed, or have many things on it. Just the few joys that make me happy. Every time I post, for the next few posts, I think this will be the theme......
I have absolutely no doubt that one bad day, could make me forget this......So today, I will go as far as I can on this feeling, and we will see where it ends up! One thing I know for sure is I want to be happy, and I think this will Help!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Greedy Moment

I am feeling incredibly greedy/needy tonight. I decided to write myself a Christmas list of sorts. Mostly to sort my thoughs, and find some sort of conclusion. So, for your enjoyment, my wants....

1. I want to get married.
2. I want to go on a trip to California
3. I want to go on a cruise.
4. I want new clothes, specifically several summer skirts
5. I want about 5 new paris of flip flops,
6. I want to loose 10 lbs.
7. I want to be HAPPY every DAY!!!!!
8. I want a new car
9. I want all my dreams to come true including
- A happy marriage
- Meaningful vocation
- Extesive travel, and exposure to culture
10. I want a job.

I am sure I could go forever........


Monday, May 17, 2010


I wasn't sure that I would get to walk this semester in graduation. Some complications with my credits, and other misunderstandings, but then about a week before graduation, I found out that I COULD walk with all my freinds. I called my mom right away. She was so excited I had to send out about 60 graduation annoucements! I had so much fun. I really think that I will miss all my freinds at school, people that I never see in a social scene, but I saw more than my freinds.........I am so gratuful I got to be with my freinds at graduation. I am so glad that I have SO much family that supports me. Now.....I need a job.


Thursday, May 13, 2010

Death and Life

It's official. We are never who we thought we would grow up to be. The sooner we accept this, the happier we are.

However controversial this statement, I declare my freedom of speech with it.