Sunday, March 15, 2009

Long Time, No See.


I have been thinking recently.........A Dangerous Pastime, I know :D I haven't really been up to much since I last wrote. Which is maybe relative. It would be better for me to say, I haven't been up to exciting things like I used to when I was living in England. But I have been very busy! School has been requiring a new level of focus, and responsibility from me, and I have to remind myself everyday that is it is there to make me better, not bitter.
I also discovered, that perhaps life does not have to be feast, or famine. It might be that way because we make mistakes, and predict it will do that, but maybe it doesn't HAVE to be that way. Sometimes I wish I were older, so that my discoveries had more weight, and I felt more confidence in the things i have learned.
I am SO grateful for what I have learned this last semester and a half, despite my worries about their validity. I feel that my capacity to achieve has doubled, and my own self reliability is more trustworthy. Though i have no cool stories except for the minor success at school, and the "Fungi" stories. Who knows, maybe that is about to change?!?!?
Kara Joy!